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Currently song in training:
Christmas memories NX3.
Sonatine #8 EX3
Out Of Control NX3

Whatever.

There's training later.
But there are symtoms of rain coming.
rain, don't rain. rain, don't rain.
okay okay okay.
rain rain rain come then go away.

Oh yea, escape is selling tickets at six bucks.
It used to be sixteen bucks.
Hahaha.
Can't rmbr i saw on whose blog, saying escape is smart.
Because they sell tickets at six during the raining season so they can earn more.
Nice one.

Aye, its 10.31am alr.
o2jam Maintenance over.

Byebye.

Goodbye To You -Michelle Branch

Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

A new skin.
Pretty.
Think i'll stick with it for the time being.
Just that i don't like the font colour for my blog posts. It looks grayish.
I want it black. Pure black

Slacked at home the whole day.
Since morning, i've sitting right infront of the comp.
Maybe its because of that, i'm feeling oh-so-giddy.
Nevermind. Monday is the ONLY day where i can have the computer all to myself until 10pm.
Cause Bro has school and rockclimbing until 9+.
Woots. :D
But, for Tues he doesn't have school AT ALL.
Sometimes i really yearn to go Poly asap. Just love the schedules they have. Except some days it will be very tight lah.

I'm like SO free nowadays.
I watched finished the whole of GOONG princess hours vcdS on Sunday.
Home the whole day today.
AHHHHHH. BORED.

Sigh, but out there, there is just so many ppl with their whole holiday schedule booked.
All planned out for their everyday activities while,(me) am here lazing her life away at home. Sounds pretty sad isn't it? So pathetic.
Not that i don't wanna go out. Its just that i can't bring myself out of this house. I can't sense the security, the assurance if i am going out with "them". If you get what i mean that is.
I really don't know how or what they think at all. After all those that happened, and all the "reunion", i STILL can't say i've got them back.
I don't deny that initially, there was a motive in me getting back with them. But soon after, i realised it wasn't because of the motive i was back there again. But rather i just want that familiar voices i used to hear every morning and everyday before i leave school. I misses those days when we didn't thought of these things at all. I've let go those unhappiness, have you? Sigh. Just a sudden emo thought i've felt. Are all these part of growing up? If it is, i wanna stay a child forever.

WANLIN'S catching up with me in o2jam!
oh man.
Gotta chiong!
Played o2jam ALOT today.
LEVEL-ED up!

Oh ya, i forgot to blog on SAT about my trip.
I accompanied mummy to Tampines Library.
The Childcare Centre's venue for their graduation day.
(Btw, my mum works under the Infant care section)(And and, the babies are damn cute.)
Anw, the children performance was OH MY GOD. Damn cute can.
Too bad i didn't bring my camera that day. If not i could have took photos of their CUTE-NESS.
But i have some in my phone thou.
Already got Weening to upload for me.
Will post it up as soon as possible.

Heading out tmr with Khai.
Some workout at the gym then deciding on where to head for the rest of the day.
Maybe VIVO, Queensway, Marina, Ikea.. Ahh, maybe all!
Finally. I'm FINALLY going out.

Gotta go to bed now.

Take care ya peeps.
Have a grrrrreat day tmr. (:

Mwarks. (i don't know why i added this, but ya.)

LAZY TO BLOG.

Its sarks to have fast food for 3 continuous days.
I had Mac on Tues,
KFC on Wed and BK for Thurs.
oh my oh my..

Had a friendly match with Haising today.
Victory is to us!
I played 1 quater and "slightly" sprained my ankle.
Similar to the previous injury la.
Sigh.
Gotta be careful now. The ankle is damn loose alr.
So ended up, i only play ONE quater.
Pathetic.
BAHHHHHH.

Interesting fact 1: Gonna have a Friendly with St Theresa on 29th Nov.
Interesting fact 2: o2jam's Kalliope world is damn freaking FULL everyday.
Interesting fact 3: A new game called, Virtual Laguna Beach. Trying to Download it now.
Interesting fact 4: The above(s) and very interesting isn't it?
:D

Good day.

Came accross myspace and saw a fellow believer of Soka, apparantly, she's Kelly McClain.
She made this song named "Nam Myoho Renge Kyo".
Couldn't get hold of the song yet, so if yall is interested, you can go to her web and listen.
http://www.myspace.com/kellymcclain

Lyrics are below.

Can you see the future
Do you know what your life can be
Learn to chant and nurture
And soon I know you ll see
Take a look in the mirror
And the joy of what you ll find
The gift is yours to treasure
One in heart and mind

Nam Myoho Renge Kyo Is the answer
Nam Myoho Renge Kyo Is the answer

*Guitar solo

You can be so happy
In love, in life so free
Learn to live the passion
Open your heart you ll see
Take a look in the mirror
And the joy of what you ll find
The gift is yours to treasure
One in heart and mind

For Your Infomation:
Nam
The word nam derives from Sanskrit, a close translation of its meaning is "to devote oneself."
Nichiren established the chanting of Nam-myoho-renge-kyo as a means to enable all people to put their lives in harmony or rhythm with the law of life, or Dharma.
In the original Sanskrit, nam indicates the elements of action and attitude, and refers therefore to the correct action one needs to take and the attitude one needs to develop in order to attain Buddhahood in this lifetime.

Myoho
Myoho literally means the Mystic Law, and expresses the relationship between the life inherent in the universe and the many different ways this life expresses itself.
Myo refers to the very essence of life, which is "invisible" and beyond intellectual understanding.
This essence always expresses itself in a tangible form (ho) that can be apprehended by the senses.
Phenomena (ho) are changeable, but pervading all such phenomena is a constant reality known as myo.

Renge
Renge means lotus flower.
The lotus blooms and produces seeds at the same time, and thus represents the simultaneity of cause and effect.
The circumstances and quality of our individual lives is determined by the particular of causes and effects, both good and bad, that we accumulate (through our thoughts, words and actions) at each moment.
This is called our "karma".
The law of cause and effect explains that we each have personal responsibility for our own destiny.
We create our destiny and we can change it.
The most powerful cause we can make is to chant Nam-myoho-renge-kyo, the effect of Buddhahood is simultaneously created in the depths of our life and will definitely manifest in time.
The lotus flower grows and blooms in a muddy pond, and yet remains pristine and free from any defilement, symbolizing the emergence of Buddhahood from within the life of an ordinary person.

Kyo
Kyo literally means sutra, the voice or teaching of a Buddha.
In this sense, it also means sound, rhythm or vibration.
Also, the Chinese character for kyo originally meant the warp a piece of woven cloth, symbolizing the continuity of life throughout past, present and future.
In a broad sense, kyo conveys the concept that all things in the universe are a manifestation of the Mystic Law.

Primary Practice
Chanting Nam-myoho-renge-kyo is the primary practice of SGI members.
Through this practice, one is able to reveal the state of Buddhahood in one's life, experienced as the natural development of joy, increased vitality, courage, wisdom and compassion.
( Yes, im only at the primary state thou i'm a buddist since the day I'm born. )

Those that are really good do the Gongyo.
Example,

And its only the First Prayer.
Amazing huh.
Please ignore the music of my blog tho.
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I'm REALLY bored today.
):

Surfed the net, AND

I like~.


Pavement paintings, really kewl.




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Goodnight.

Okay, some photos as Grace requested.

My hair turned out likdat..
Back view.

Blar. Its like super straight behind.
I didn't take the front. HAHA. too bad.

The scenery at genting was pretttttttty.




Simply Beautiful.
And the air, Ah so fresh..


Haha. Show you the fog. How strong it was.


Look at the trees behind! Almost can't be seen.





The road is so blur, i was worrying for my Auntie when she was driving.
Notice the headlights of the coming car. Tsk Tsk. Dangerous.

There There.
Have a good day peeps.

I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK. I AM BACK.

MISS ME RIGHT.
I MISS YOU TOO.. blog. --"

HELLO FOLKS!
IIIII AAMMMM BBBBAAAAACCCCCKKKKK!

Wow.
After five days, i'm finally back.

K..

Day 1.
Went to Johore by public transport as usual.
Headed to the saloon straight to have my hair cut.
Then, rebonding.
I seriously hate rebonding, but have to do it in order to look "preettier".
Sat there for HOURS.
Hungry like shyt. (Oh, the bread from Lavendar is nice.)
My hair looks like a bird nest now, except when i tie it up lar.
And that was like my day on Sat.
Day 2.
Took bus and headed to Genting.
SUPER TEDIOUS.
A SIX HOURS TRIP.
CAN DIE AH.
Especially so when I get carsick EASILY.
Reached Genting around 2 o'clock.
Met up with my Aunt.
Went and walk around..
They've really nice scenery.
Stayed there for one night.
Day 3.
Heading down to Kuala Lumpur by bus AGAIN.
Was hoping to take the cable car but Aunty could send us down by car.
Anyway, reached her house around 6-7 and just laid around and stayed there for the night.
Oh, haha. i was bored than i saw the trackmill.
I was like running running halfway then i realised abt my ankle.
Damn dumb.
Day 4.
Anyway, tues was ah gong's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH GONG.
lalala. cake candles meal at the restraunt all the nice nice words said.
blar blah blar..
Day 5.
Took the 10 oclock bus back to Sg.
Stupid bus ride again. nearly puked.
Reached home around 8.
Thats it.

SCHOOLS OVER!
FINALLY OVER.
O-V-E-R!
yipeeee.

k. I no mood to blog ler. byebye.

Today's Saturday.
Lets rewind back to Friday.

There was a maths test abt drawing graphs ytd. I took quite a long time just to draw the frequency table, which is kinda dumb.

Mummy came to school ytd to meet my home tutor to get my results slip.
I failed my Science and Elective.
I think im no longer eligible for the Eagles award nomination.
): All i have to blame is myself.
They spoke only for awhile, cause they can't really converse in English. =x
I agree that i'm just plain lazy.
Ms R_____ also asked that i go and make an appointment for my mum with the principal to get approval for the trip to M'sia KL.
She is like such a scaredy cat. Can't she just help me to speak first then ask me in, IF she really is in no position to help anymore.
When i got to the clerk to make the appointment, she looked kinda stunned when i told her the reason. Gives me the feeling, " Do you have to meet the Principal for such a trival matter? "
But anyway, when she told the Principal, he asked me in instead of waiting for my mum. He is a scary man. Well, kinda. He gave a nod in the end and told me to write a letter a valid reason.
Phew.
Thats not all, training was going well yesterday until a heavy downpour started.(bad omen)
We sat indoors and played some games like current blar blah blar..
when the rain stopped, we only had a few rounds of games and headed back home. But, halfway thru, i accidently twisted my ankle, not very serious but it hurts. Funny thing is, its the second time i sprain my ankle before heading M'sia, and its also always me losing my balance and spraining the leg by myself. Lucky thing is, everytime also not so serious.

So many things are like stopping my trip to M'sia. Lets just hope Nothing will happen over there.

Went back home and had a peaceful night.

Today, its early in the morning now, not that early but still early.
Packed my bag already, but i don feel secured until i come and give my poor blog a post.

Good day peeps.
Have a nice weekend.
(will be back on 15 Oct. if nth goes wrong la.)

Whats wrong with me today.
I slept till 6.40 this morning.
Then rushed here and there ended up forgetting to wish my mummy happy birthday today.
I feel so sinned.
Then, i felt like giddy in the morning. Don't know what's the reason either.
Ate Pearlyn's "orange" tablet for headache.
Helped thou.
The sun was like freaking hot today during trng.
But a slight shower helped.
Phew, today's trng was kinda slack.
cause we sat out most of the time.
Khai sprained her ankle.
Poor girl, now she's got "no" ankle for both legs.
xD
BETTER GET WELL IN TIME FOR THE FRIENDLY MATCH LA.


Sometimes, i really wonder whats with "her".
Just don understand how the hell she managed to "win" the others over. In such a sense that she can still be liked although she committed a offence.
AHHHH. Just hope she gets off my back.

MATHS test tml!
lalallalaaa. i think i cannot make it.

Goodnight.

Bonjour.
O lvl's have started since Monday.
Wonder how has it been going on for them.

Anyway, school have been pretty boring lately.
Lessons lessons and lessons.
Training on Tues.
My toes hurting like freaking mad.
Gotta get a new shoe soon.
But FIRRRST, find money.
:D
Oh, Hist teacher have been changed, yet again.
This time, its Mr Azhar.
He teach alright lar.
Abit loud, Abit fast.
Than alright le.
Heard from alot ppl he's good.
Anyway, I'm nicknamed Donut in his class.
KEWL.
Played truth and dare today.
Didn't really wanna play at first so when they started playing, i was like nvr contribute much other than thinking of the things to do for a dare.
If forfeit, that person has to pay ea 5oc.
There are dares such as.. kissing the floor(pearlyn), Liqiang going up to Ms Woon saying she's oh so pretty and teaches very well with a sincere look. Weening sitting on the floor and whine.
Funny laaa. I'm the most lucky one, cause i got 2.50 without having to fofeit. haha.

Will be heading M'sia this Saturday.
Missing class on Mon Tues and Wed.
I'll be missing alot from class lor.
Gotta catch up.

I think Xin from goong is handsome.
Ahh.

Goodnight.

Oh, i forgot to add we saw this Woman called Jade from American next top model.
Okay la, i don't even know its her, as in, i don't even watch that show.
I only went, its a model! AHHH! i wanna take photo with a model too!
But she look really pretty.
hahahaha.
Anyway, she's got a damn attitude.
Needless to say, we didn't succeed in asking to take a photo with her after countless of chasing.

Nvm. I don't really mind.

D-E-A-D B-E-A-T.










Today was going on just like any other day.
Foundation program, Training.
My legs felt like it's gonna brrrrreak.
Save me.

Its Qiuting's Birthday tomorrow.
Woooots.

Oh yaaaaaaa. I forgot.
Happy Belated Birthday Qiuting!
(Its was on the second of November.)

Tired out.
Goodnight.

Cheers.

Whoa, Training tday was, tough, tiring, aching, funny, interesting, happying and laughing.
Overall, dead beat.
Tired tired.
There's another training tmr.
And we are like starting even earlier.
God. How to tahan. )':
Nvm. Holidays maaa.
--" Bo pian.

Okay, Pearlyn and Weening didn't attend school today.
As usual.
But! Good thing is, i really paid attention in class today.
And thats good!
Maybe they should continue.
haha, just joking lar.
But i think its time for a change of seat.
Not me laa, them.
Go far far, so we won't chat around.
Today the whole day i was paying attention, maybe except for that small moment when i was half asleep in History lesson. God damn boring. Only when she gave an assignment then i woke up. xD And i forgot to bring the History text home today. i can't do my homework now. Scared ah, ltr kena scolding.

Oh, i missed the Tuas trip today. Heard it was really nice. ): STUPIDITY! I wanna go...

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About a century or two ago, the Pope decided that all the Chinese had to leave Italy. Naturally there was a big uproar from the Chinese community. So the Pope made a deal with the,. He would have a religious debate with a member of the Chinese community. If the Chinese win, they could stay. If the Pope wins, the Chinese would leave. The Chinese realized that they had no other choice. So they picked a middle-aged man named Ah Peh to represent them. Ah Peh asked for one condition to be added to the debate. "To make it more interesting", he said, "Neither side would be allowed to talk". The Pope agreed.
The day of the great debate came. Ah Peh and the Pope sat opposite each other for a full minute. Then the Pope raised his hand and showed three fingers. Ah Peh looked back at him and raised one finger. The Pope waved his fingers in a circle around his head. Ah Peh pointed to the ground at where he sat. The Pope pulled out a loaf and a glass of wine. Ah Peh pull out an apple.
The Pope stood up and said: "I give up. This man is too good. The Chinese can stay." An hour later, the cardinals were all around The Pope asking him what had happened.
The Pope said,
"First I held up three fingers to represent the holy trinity.He responded by holding up one finger to remind me that there was still one God common to both our religions."
"Then I waved my finger around me to show him that God was all around us." He responded by pointing to the ground and showing that God was also right here with us."
"I pulled out the wine and loaf to show that God absolves all sin. He showed me an apple to remind us of the original sin. He had an answer for everything. What could I do?"
Meanwhile, the Chinese community had crowded around Ah Peh.
"What happened?" they asked.
"Well," said Ah Peh, "First he indicated to me that all Chinese had 3 days to get out of here. I replied to him fu*k off and not one of us is leaving."
"Then he pointed that this whole city would be cleared of Chinese. I showed him that we are staying right here."
"Yes, and then???" asked the crowd.
"I don't know", said Ah Peh, "He took out his lunch, so I took out mine!"

Credits to Deborah Ong. :D
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Loves.
Goodnight.